"Sometimes I'm convinced, for a moment, that I’m still within the Infinite Melting Hotel Room in Amsterdam"

“Paranoid Schizophrenia manifests itself in an array of symptoms. Common symptoms for paranoid schizophrenia include auditory hallucinations (hearing voices or sound effects) and Paranoid Delusions (various false beliefs and fears including being convinced that everyone is out to cause the sufferer harm).”

...and Paranoid Delusions (various false beliefs and fears including being convinced that everyone is out to cause the sufferer harm)